Thursday, November 10, 2011

I met her today


I met her today; she is the girl of my dreams
I met her today; yes she is the girl of my dreams

We shook hand then she sat next to me
Suddenly I turned my head towards left and there was a magic that I see…
She was looking beautiful though she was dressing bad
Her eyes, her hair, her lips were making me go mad…

I met her today; she is the girl who’ll be my wife
I met her today; yes she is the girl who’ll be my wife

We were in the car, driving and exploring each and every road
Searching for the market which I found very odd…
She was guiding me with directions left and right
At every turn she said ‘it will take us to destination; it might…
Though I knew the way, still I pretended I know nothing and kept myself mute
She was confused, making faces and was taking to herself; she was looking so cute…

I met her today; she is the girl with whom I’ll complete my life’s journey
I met her today; yes she is the girl with whom I’ll complete my life’s journey

We finally reached the market; yes that odd one
But the time we spend there was actually a lot of fun…
She was walking ahead; looking beautiful from back
Her hair, her disgusting dress, her figure; there was nothing that she lacks…
We went back in the car and switched on the AC
I don’t know what happened to her suddenly; she turned her face towards me…

I met her today; she is the girl who looks beautiful even when she wear a bad dress
I met her today; yes she is the girl who actually looks beautiful even if she is wearing a bad dress

I gave her few rolled notes pasted on a stick of a red rose
She opened and read them all, felt the fragrance of the flower with her little nose…
She holds the rose in her hand for a while and said I cannot keep it anymore
I felt the pain in my heart and thrown the flower on the floor…
She asked me why I tore each and every word I wrote
I said ‘my words, my feeling deserve this, after all it was a rejected note’…

I met her today; she is the girl I’m completely in love with
I met her today; yes she is the girl I’m completely in love with

My eyes were red; she saw the tears coming from my eye
Maybe that was the moment she realized, whatever I said was not a lie…
She talked like a chatterbox just to change my mood
Her effort made me smile and in a blip of seconds I was no rude…
She didn’t let me see her office; with me she did a cheating
I drop her near her office; it was a memorable meeting…

I met her today; she is the girl…  my girl…
I met her today….   Oh yes I met her today….



Friday, September 30, 2011

Why do we Dream?



Why do we sleep?

A very common question, isn’t it?

Imagine this we spend one third of our life sleeping and not knowing why we do it or what is the purpose of it.

Well if your answer is…  we sleep to give rest to our mind, then, think again because when we go to sleep, after 90 minutes or so our mind become as active as it was when we were awake.

Once a person goes to sleep the functioning of the brain slows down but says about after 90 minutes his/her brain suddenly starts functioning in a rapid speed and it seems like a person is awake. Scientist called this stage of sleep as “REM Sleep”.

And the most magical part is that when you wake up from REM Sleep whatever that was there in your mind start vanishing and that is what differentiate REM Sleep from wakefulness.

Now I hope everyone knows that we dream about our day to day problems, sometimes we do dream about the things for which we are excited and sometimes there are dreams that sense no logic.

Well that is true but it is an answer to what we dream not why we dream.

So what is the answer to why? Well the answer is…

We all dream to keep our life stress free.

When a person is at the stage of REM Sleep his/her mind recollect all the thoughts that are important in his life, analysis it and search a solution to it. You might have noticed people going for a sleep while they are stressed and when they wake up in the morning they feel relaxed. There is no magic that happened during sleep. It’s just that your mind has already found a solution to it and therefore you find that problem irrelevant now.

But sometime we put ourselves into such a big problem that it becomes difficult for our sub conscious mind to solve that problem that is why sometime we just get up at mid night and feel scared and tensed.

We dream not just to find solution to our problems; it’s a lot bigger than that.

When we are asleep, our mind gets connected to the universe. Sometimes we dreams weird things, we see pictures of creatures that we haven’t seen in our life before, we see images of human being we haven’t met ever in our life and sometime we see ourselves standing at a place where we have never been before.

And as soon as we come from the stage of REM Sleep to wakefulness, those images starts disappearing. You remember what you saw but no matter how hard you try you are unable to recall the image.

Now what if I say that whatever we see in our dreams in not just our imagination but is a reality.

Yes that is true. As I said earlier, when we go to sleep our mind gets connected to the universe. Whatever weird images we see in our dreams, actually are real.

Below is just a small example to justify it…

We are sitting at a place maybe a coffee shop and a girl passes by; or we are sitting in class room and teacher is telling something; or we are sitting in our office and something irrelevant happens and suddenly we feel that all the above incident has occurred with me earlier as well.

In actual they have not occurred earlier, it’s just that you have dreamt of it.

So in our dreams we do see futures as well.

So now if you will ask me that why we dream?

My answer is…

  1. We dream so that our day to day problem is sorted out and we can live a peaceful life.
  2. We dream to get sign from the universe. Sign to take the correct path.
  3. We dream so that we can live our both the worlds (real world and imaginary world) happily.

So next time you wake up in the morning don’t say you had a weird dream because you never know what the universe wanted you to know. So just try to analyze your dreams


 

Wednesday, September 14, 2011

If I say I love you…. Will you say yes ????



 
If I say I love you….   Will you say yes ????
 
If I say I want to wake up every morning with you on my side…  will you be there ???

I know you are with someone else, but if I say leave him….  Will you do that for me ??

I know I left you once, if I say I’m sorry…  will you forgive me ???
 
 
 
If I say I love you….   Will you say yes ????

If I say I want to marry you…  will you wear my ring ????

When we were together we never met, if I say I want the pleasure of your company…   
will you come ???

When I was going, you tried your best to stop me, but if I say I wanted you to try little more because I never wanted to go….  Will you believe me ???



If I say I love you….   Will you say yes ????

I don’t know the reason why I left, but if I say I know whatever I’m doing now is right..  would you like to be a part if it ???
 
I know you are happy with him, but if I say I promise I’ll keep you happier….  Will you come back to me ????
 
I know you cried a lot for me, but if I say I cry for you every night…  will you stop my tears ????



If I say I love you….   Will you say yes ????

If I say I love you….   Will you say yes ????



Saturday, May 21, 2011

I'm dying every day


 
…….I’m dying everyday……

Yes I’m in love with you,
I tell you this every day…
You listen to these words,
But why there is nothing you ever say…
Your silence is like a cancer
I’m dying every day; I’m dying every day….

Sometimes I use to sit by keeping a good distance
Because I just wanted to admire your beauty from far away…
You look so beautiful when you do a pony tale
I love to sit there on my very own seat and just stare you entire day…
Your beauty is like a drug
I’m dying every day; I’m dying every day…

I remember the day I gathered all my courage
I bought a bunch of roses for you to say hey I love you more…
But you didn’t even listen and straight away said no
And then the worst happened, the flowers were on the floor
Your rejection is like a hole in my heart
I’m dying every day; I’m dying every day…

I wanted to quit the job,
Don’t want to see your beautiful face again…
But I don’t know what the hell happens to me,
Whenever I see you why the blood starts running fast in my vein…
Your presence is like a sweet slow poison
I’m dying every day; I’m dying every day…
 
  

Tuesday, March 15, 2011

Best Friends


 
Best Friends

I thought she was my best friend
The best one I’ve ever had…
Instead I found out the truth
And what I learned was sad…

We still call each other friends
But I feel we’re far apart…
Though we see each other every day
I have a broken heart…

She has made new friends
And I have made some, too…
We are talking less and less
And inside I’m cold and blue…

Each and every night I pray
That she will finally see…
How much I want our friendship back
And how much she means to me…


Whitney M. Baldwin, twelve


Wednesday, March 9, 2011

Angels



Angels

Some people believe in angles and some don’t. The reason why people don’t believe in angels is that they think when we talk about angles it is the person who has feathers on their back or if not feathers then for sure it is the person who has beautiful life with no worries and no pain but that is completely a myth.

Angels are not like what they show in fairytale stories; a white dress, few white feathers at back and a white stick with star on the top.

But yes angels are there and these angels are no one but us.

Everyone was or is an angel for someone else. You know sometimes it happens that you need something very deadly and suddenly some one brings that for you, in this case that someone is your angel.

So it’s very simple… a person who help us in finding a solution to a problem is our angel, a person who make us laugh is our angel, a person who protect us is our angel and a person who bless us is definitely our angel…

And the best part is we encounter n number of angels in our life and are blessed by them…

And the best of the best part is that we can also be an angel for n number of people. And to be that we just need to smile and bless people. Never feel that you don’t have the power to bless people. Just say gods bless you to everyone with whom you communicate and I’m sure you’ll feel the difference….

Thursday, February 3, 2011

Self Preservation


 
Self Preservation

Once upon a time there was a boy. He had a gang of 5, two boys (including him) and three girls. All 5 use to hangout together, enjoy together and study together.

The boy use to talk to everyone in the group and was the best buddy of everyone in the group except one girl out of those three. They both use to talk to each other very less and they never went alone together and use to be together only when they were in their group.

The girl tried several times to talk to him and get to know what actually the problem between them is. But boy never responded properly. Sometimes he says there is no problem I don’t know why you feel that and sometimes he just use to ignore her question.

With the passage of time girl started thinking that the boy doesn’t like her therefore she also stopped talking to him…

Remaining three friends in their group always thought that they simply don’t like each other’s company.

But one fine day their entire group went for a trip to goa including both of them. Every one enjoyed the trip and the boy filmed the entire trip.

After returning all of them asked the boy to show him the video but he said that it got corrupted.

After 1 month one fine day the girl came to his house to take some class notes as none of the other friends had it.

While the boy was searching for the notes on his table, she started scanning the room and suddenly saw a CD with the title goa trip.

She suddenly picked the CD and said hey you repaired it. She was so excited to see the CD that she immediately played it on a player.

She dragged a sofa near the TV, holds her face in her hands and started watching it.

The movie started with her close up and goa beach on the background..

She immediately commented him saying I never thought you’ll start your film with my close up, in fact I thought you won’t be filming me at all in you film.

Boy said nothing and was just standing at the corner of the house and watching her watching the film. And then she started watching the film again.

The next seen was her foots entering the hotel room where they stayed…
And in next seen; she was eating dinner at a restaurant…
Next seen; she was sleeping on the bed…
Next seen; she is doing something…
And the next seen; she was again doing something and film ended…

She didn’t know what to say….

She just looked into his wet red eyes with a lot of question like “you never told me anything, I thought you hate me. You never even use to talk to me properly”

And the boy said “It’s called self preservation”
 

Tuesday, January 11, 2011

Worse than death




Worse than Death

What is more painful, you being forgotten by your loved once heart or you being forgotten by your loved once mind?

Let me just rephrase my question –
What is more painful, death of your loved once or memory loss of your loved once?

In death you know that the person is gone and no matter how much you loved him/her s/he will never come back, so with the passage of time you end up stabilizing yourself. The same thing happens when someone break your heart; you end up stabilizing yourself.

In memory loss you know that the person is sick and therefore s/he is not able to recognize you but despite of knowing this fact you end up crying every time see them. In this case time plays no role. You experience the worst feeling of your life when your dad/mom/bother/sister/wife/girlfriend knows you no more. You try to make them remind who you are and you repeat your name several times in front them but nothing works. When they look at you with the question of who you are? Believe me you just feel like killing yourself and you feel the worst feelings of all, worse than death. And what makes it worse is that you have to feel it every time you look into their eyes.


But…………

There is one beautiful thing know as hope which is always there in case of memory loss. A Hope to see your beautiful mom/dad/bother/sister/wife/girlfriend getting better, a hope to see your space in there heart which will reflect from their eyes, a hope to be closer to them again and a hope to hug them, to kiss them and to tell them you missed them.

And it is this wonderful hope that gives to the strength. Strength to fight with the god, strength to fight with the world, strength to be there with your loved once and a strength to face the worst time.

Remember when that worst time comes, it’s not just you who face it; it is being faced by your loved once as well. In fact that time is worse in multiples for them because they feel the physical pain and the pain of not knowing anyone.

So always hope, it will give you strength to cope up with any and every type of situations.

Saturday, January 1, 2011

My dream date



My dream date

A clean and beautiful beach; I’m standing there wearing white suit with red tie waiting for her to come. After waiting for 20 minutes I see a wonderful lady wearing red – one piece carrying white hand bag walking towards me. I kiss her on her lips and the moment I warp her into my arms I was filled with her aroma, and then look into her eyes and say you know you made me wait for 20 minutes. We keep on looking in each others eyes, give smile to each other and then she kisses me and says I ‘am sorry baby. I give her a bunch of red roses with few white roses in it which were creating a shape of a heart.

We sit around a round table which was covered with plain white cloth and there were two red roses lying on the table, they were twisted and were again creating a shape of a heart.

We order something and once the waiter is gone we holds each others hand and start talking. We cherish our past, we talk about our dreams, we talk about our problems, eat whatever we ordered and we expresses our feeling for each other.

Once we are over with our words and the moment of silence took place we start scribbling on table cloth. We play “add a word”. We write our names in the heart which was made from roses and around the heart we write “these are not two roses, these are our two hearts which are joint together forever and is now a single beautiful heart”

And then we just sit facing west, hold each others hand and watch the sunset. Then we just get up from our respective seats, take a champagne bottle and two glasses with us and just walk naked feet on a beach; drinking and talking.